“My word means nothing?”
“Your word does mean a great deal.”
She laughed. “I can’t believe this. You do realize in my entire life I’ve only been on one date. That’s all. One.”
“So it will be good for you.”
“Dad, really?”
“Come on. You’ve got nothing to lose, and dating could be fun.”
“I don’t know.”
“Please?” he asked.
“Fine. I’ll go on a date. If that will make you happy. I’ll prove to you I’m doing fine.” What her father didn’t know was she had no intention of enjoying the date. She didn’t need any of that to make her happy.
No men.
No dating.
She was fine and happy. Why couldn’t they see that?
“How about tonight?” he asked.
“Not happening. It will have to be after the fair.”
“Fine. Deal.”
“Deal.”
****
Nathan giggled as he grabbed hold of a big, fluffy teddy bear that she’d won for him.
She’d been able to shoot a gun for a long time and the guy manning the stand had been so cocky that taking the biggest prize from him had thrilled her. She got to wipe that smile off his face and her son got a teddy.
This was why she loved the fair.
She could give Nathan a whole host of toys and a good time. He just loved it.
“Where to next, darling?” she asked.
“I’m hungry.”
“Of course, you are. Let’s see.”
“Baked potato,” he said.
“That’s what you’re wanting?” she asked. “A baked potato?”
“Yep. Lots of cheese.”
She chuckled. “Let’s go and get you one.”
Tabitha spotted Daisy right up ahead. Rather than avoid her friend, they both walked to each other, Nathan keeping up with her strides, and they hugged.
“I’m so sorry for being a bitch to you,” Tabitha said.
“You’ve always been a big bitch. I accept. Damn, I don’t want to ever fight like that again. Promise me we won’t?”
“We won’t.” She hugged Daisy close.
“We’re all eating over there. I saw you and I had to come and get you.”
“I want a baked potato,” Nathan said.
Daisy laughed and picked him up. “Wow, you’re getting to be so big. I don’t like this at all. You need to stop growing.”
“You know me and you’re very much aware of why I’m here.”
Ever since Simon had left her, she hadn’t hurt anyone. Not threatened. She’d been the good mother, the standup citizen Fort Wills loved. She hadn’t done anything to hurt anyone. The days of beating girls up or taking on guys, it had all stopped.
All she’d been granted for herself was the pain in her body, the memory of being a hard ass, and nothing else.
“Look, Tabitha, I know you think I was being hard on your son.” She let out a cry as Tabitha wrapped her fingers around the woman’s neck.
“My son was ill. He was sick. He wasn’t faking it to get attention. He told me what you did. How you talked to him. So I did a little digging. I hear you’ve been trying to worm your way around The Skulls. Well, that ends today. None of the guys will ever be near your rank, bitchy pussy. They’ve got a lot better in their club. You know why? I’m Tiny’s daughter.”