His mouth dried up and his hands shook with the thought of it. He couldn’t imagine his mind playing a trick like that on him. Never. But now that it had, Robie could never be sure that it wouldn’t do so again. And because of that, he could never again completely rely on the one person he always thought he could:
Me.
“Have you reached any conclusions?”
Robie turned to see Blue Man standing on the other side of the bridge.
He had stepped out from the shadow of the pedestal upon which sat a large sculpture of a horse and rider. There were actually two of these Arts of War sculptures, one on each side of the bridge entrance on the DC side, called Valor and Sacrifice. These were fitting subjects for a bridge that led directly to the nation’s most hallowed military burial grounds at Arlington National Cemetery. There was a lot of valor and ultimate sacrifice in that place.
“I didn’t hear you walk up,” said a clearly annoyed Robie.
“I didn’t. I was here waiting for you.”
“How did you know I’d come here?”
“You’ve come here before, after particularly difficult assignments.”
“Which means you had me followed.”
“Which means I like to keep on top of my charges at all times.” Blue Man crossed the street and stood next to him.
Robie said, “So are you here to tell me I’m officially finished?”
“No. I’m here to see how you’re doing.”
“You read the briefing. I froze. I put a kid in the picture who wasn’t actually there.”
“I know that.”
“And you must have realized that was a possibility, which is why you had a backup team in place.”
“Yes.”
“I can’t get that little girl out of my head.”
Blue Man looked at him appraisingly. “But it wasn’t a little girl.”
“What do you mean?”
“You told Gathers it was a little boy reaching for his father. Not a little girl.”
Blue Man drew closer and looked over the side of the bridge and down at the water.
“The mind can play awful tricks on you. Particularly when you have unresolved business.”
“What unresolved business?” said Robie sharply.
Blue Man turned to him. “I don’t think you need me to answer that. What I would say is that you have time off. And you should use that time off to best advantage. If you can resolve your issues, Robie, you will be welcomed back. If you can’t, you won’t. The choice is simple and the decision is largely up to you.”
“Look, this has nothing to do with my father, if that’s what you’re implying.”
“It may not. But if it does, it needs to be addressed.” He handed Robie a file. “Here are the particulars.”
With that Blue Man walked away. A few minutes later Robie heard a door open and close, an engine start up, and then a vehicle drive off.
He looked back down at the water. Then he opened the file, and by the light of his smartphone he started to read.
His father arrested for murder.
The facts of the case were sketchy.
A man named Sherman Clancy was dead. He knew Robie’s father. There was evidence that pointed to his father killing the man. Because of that the elder Robie had been arrested.
Cantrell, Mississippi, was an undistinguished dot on the map on the southern border with Louisiana barely five miles from the Gulf Coast.
His father, Daniel Robie, a former jarhead disguised as a rabid pit bull from the Vietnam era, was sitting in a jail cell for murder. Part of Robie could believe it; another, perhaps deeper component, could not. There was no doubt that his father was tough and could be violent. He could kill. He had killed in that war. But “to kill” was different than “to murder.” Then again, every mission Robie had ever successfully completed had technically been a murder, yet he did not consider himself a murderer. And why was that?
Because I was ordered by others to do it? Well, so were Mafia hit men.
Mississippi was a strange amalgam of vital statistics ranking near the bottom of all fifty states in many important categories. Yet while it was the poorest of the states, its citizens gave more per capita to charities than their wealthier sister states. And they also were the most religious of all Americans. Indeed, Mississippi’s constitution prohibited anyone who denied the existence of a supreme being from holding public office. Although this article was technically
rendered unenforceable by federal law, the good folks of the Magnolia State apparently did not believe in the separation of church and state, and they most assuredly did not want to be led by a nonbeliever.
But not long before Robie had left home, this same overtly God-fearing state had authorized offshore casino gambling, and the gaming industry was flourishing. Apparently, one could believe in a supreme being and yet not feel too badly about relieving folks of their hard-earned money at the craps table.
Blacks had constituted the majority of the population until the commencement of two mass migrations, first north and then west over the course of sixty years starting in 1910. This exodus was largely to get away from the oppressive effects of the Jim Crow laws passed after the Civil War. These laws effectively kept freed blacks as downtrodden as when they were slaves. Jim Crow laws went on for over a century, and the pernicious reprecussions were still clearly felt today.
Robie kept driving and looking around at a place that in many ways seemed exactly the same as when he had left. More than half the residents here still lived in rural areas. He passed many a small town that was gone before you could blink five times. His trip for the most part paralleled the course of the Pearl River, one of the major waterways in the state. The last section of the Pearl River split Mississippi from Louisiana.