But he was in no hurry and he seemed content to stroke her with his tongue and suck lazily at her quivering flesh. He rimmed her entrance and then slid his tongue in, tasting her from the inside out.
Pressure. All she needed was just a little pressure in just the right place and she’d explode in the mother of all orgasms. But he seemed to know exactly how close she was to meltdown because he continued with gentle, featherlike strokes and caresses. He flicked his tongue expertly over and around her clit, never putting quite enough force behind the movements to send her the rest of the way over the edge.
But how he drove her mad. He was good. So very good at making her feel exquisite, mind-numbing pleasure. He was patient too. Never tiring as he coaxed her ever closer to the ultimate sexual peak.
But then he’d always been this way. Possessive and demanding, absolutely, but generous and loving as well. Even when it was all about him, somehow he always managed to put her first. She’d always adored him for that.
“You taste just as good as I remember,” he said huskily as he pulled away.
She stared at him through passion-glazed eyes, unable to move. Her entire body was liquid. He’d reduced her to a boneless, quivering mass of desire.
He took a step back and then positioned himself at her opening. He stared down at her, those blue eyes so unbelievably beautiful. “Look at me. Only at me. ”
She locked her gaze with his just as he pushed inside her. Her breath caught and then came out in a gasp at his sudden possession.
“Mine, Ren. ”
He pushed deeper until his hips were flush against the backs of her thighs and he held himself there.
“Who do you belong to?”
“You,” she replied softly.
“Who takes care of you?”
“You. ”
“Say my name. ”
“Cole,” she said obediently.
“Who owns you, commands you, takes care of you, sees to your every need?”
“You do, Cole. I’m yours. ”
He thrust hard for several moments, his face straining as he slammed into her. It was a pure act of ownership. He was branding her. Putting his stamp on her. It was a display of sheer dominance.
Then as suddenly as he had taken her, he slowed and his thrusts became gentler. He leaned forward and slid his hands up her waist, causing her arms to fall to the bed. Her knees fell forward and her legs relaxed and he pulled her close to him until their bodies were tightly meshed and he was deep inside her, his hips undulating in a sensuous rhythm.
“And who’s going to cherish you and protect you and lavish you with all the affection you deserve?” he said against her mouth.
Her heart twinged and emotion knotted her throat. She kissed him back, feverishly, not answering the question for several long seconds. Then she finally pulled away and stared straight into those mesmerizing blue eyes.
“You are,” she whispered.
“Damn right I am,” he growled as he surged forward again.
He was big and powerful. He pinned her to the mattress, his weight easily making her captive to his demands. But he made her feel …safe. Desired. Wanted. And yes, cherished.
She should have felt apprehensive and unsure, as she had each time she’d slept with a man for the first time after embarking on a new relationship. But with Cole, it was like coming home. It was reconnecting with something she’d long been denied.
She knew that he’d never hurt her no matter what he thought or what blame and guilt he carried.
Trust wasn’t something she gave easily. It was hard won and she rationed it carefully. No, she knew he’d never hurt her physically. But emotionally?
He’d once broken her heart and she didn’t know that she could withstand another blow like she’d endured the day he walked out of her life.
Only now, it could well be her doing the walking away and it didn’t make her feel the slightest bit better or empowered.
It scared her to death.
He kissed her with savagery that seemed pint up to now and was suddenly released in a violent storm. As if he’d kept his control so tightly leashed for all this time.
His hunger was palpable. He consumed her. Desire consumed them both.
Lucas may have marked her the evening before but Cole was possessing her body and soul as if he could drive away everyone else in the world but him.
“Come for me, Ren. Show me your passion. Show me the girl I once knew. Show me she’s still there, the Ren I loved with everything I had. ”
Tears were tiny daggers to her eyes. Each word pricked her soul. Even now, so many years later, he could cut to her very core with his words.
Her orgasm fluttered over her, light and delicate, a direct contradiction to the force in which he was restaking his claim. His body drove ruthlessly into hers, but his eyes …His eyes spoke a different message. They were gentle and loving. Intense. Burning straight through the barriers she’d constructed over the years.
It spread lazily through her veins, flooding her with sweet, endless pleasure. Sweet. Soft. Stroking over her body like a honey-dipped feather.
She sighed and tightened around him. Her palms stroked over his firm muscles and taut flesh and then she hugged him to her, buried her nose against his neck and inhaled his scent.
He was the very best part of her past. Of a girl bridging the gap between child and woman.
And now, if he had his way, he’d be very much a part of her future. A future she’d always envisioned having with him.
“That’s my girl,” he murmured as he stroked her down from her orgasm. “Now it’s my turn. ”
He raised himself off her enough so that she was forced to meet his gaze. Then he began thrusting rhythmically. Harder. Until the slap of his hips meeting her flesh echoed over the room.
“Look at me,” he said harshly when she would have closed her eyes and dreamily drifted away.
Her eyes flew open again and she stared at the firm line of his jaw. The fire and determination in his eyes.
He screamed possession without saying a word. His body owned her. Over and over he took until she moaned softly, unsure of whether she wanted mercy or wanted none.
“Every part of you …mine. Your body is mine. Your ass is mine. Your breasts are mine. Your pussy is mine and I’ll possess it whenever I like for however long I like. Your mouth is mine to take. Say it, Ren. Say it while I come inside you. Tell me you’re mine and make me believe it. ”
Her brow furrowed in confusion. “Why wouldn’t you have wanted a chance?”
His gaze settled on her. Deep and serious. “Because they weren’t you. ”
Her breath caught and she felt light-headed.
“Ren, I loved you. I know you didn’t think so. Especially when I walked out on you. But for me there’s never been another woman who made me feel like you did. There were a few who came close and maybe if they hadn’t belonged to other men I would have enjoyed being with them. ”
He caught her hand and pulled it to his mouth to kiss her palm. “I’ve been very successful in life. I’ve achieved all the goals I’ve set out to achieve. It’s brought me a measure of happiness. But there’s always been something missing and when I looked up in that restaurant and saw you for the first time in all these years, it all fell into place for me. It was like being hit by lightning. I can’t even begin to explain how it felt. ”