Seconds later, I was squirming again as he rubbed the same warm oil I remembered feeling in the medical station into my other hole.

“Wait!”

Smack!

“Hold still, mate. I am inserting a small training device into you here, so that when Rav and I claim you together, you will experience nothing but pleasure as both of our cocks fill you.”

God, the dream again. Two men. Filling me up. Making me—

“Ahh—” I squirmed at the awkward feel as Grigg worked the device inside me. As he’d promised, it wasn’t huge, but with Rav’s thick cock deep inside me, I felt impossibly full. Too full. It was too much. “I can’t…it’s—”

“Rav.” Grigg’s one word made Rav shift his hips beneath me, grinding his hard body against my clit.

Oh yes, that felt so good.

“Squeeze his cock, Amanda. Squeeze him until he comes.” I was beyond asking for anything. Beyond begging. Beyond even thinking about how intense and dominant Grigg was. I was completely at their mercy. If I wanted to come, I would do as Grigg said. I wanted it and perhaps it was because of the collar, but I knew that Grigg was giving me only what I could take, what I wanted deep down. Perhaps so deep I didn’t even know it myself.

I lay still on top of one mate as the other stroked and played with the plug filling my ass, and I obeyed. I squeezed my inner muscles around Rav’s hard length, released, over and over until his heartbeat raced in my ear and his body tensed beneath me. Rav’s ragged breaths were a dark rumble.

“Come, Rav,” Grigg commanded. “Now. Fill her up with our seed.”

Grigg kneaded my ass, pulling my pussy lips open wider as Rav came with a shout, his cock jerking and coating my insides with his seed.

I was expecting the fire that blissful heat of it, for there was some strange chemical in their seed that was absorbed by my body. I expected it, as I’d felt it before in the medical room when Grigg had touched my pussy with his pre-cum-coated fingertips, but could not control my reaction.

I exploded and nothing anyone did or said could have stopped the eruption of bliss that rolled through my body. I was afraid my heart was going to explode, afraid I wouldn’t survive the intensity. I cried out, shut my eyes and tensed every muscle in my body. I succumbed, gave myself over to it.

In the middle of it, I was torn from Rav’s arms, lifted off his cock and dragged down to the edge of the bed, my hips pulled to the edge. Still on my stomach, Grigg spread my knees wide and knelt behind me. In one smooth stroke—his path eased by Rav’s seed—he filled me with his huge cock. My orgasm hadn’t ended and my body rippled around his thick length and milked him.

His hands on my hips were rough, hard, urgent as he pulled me backward for each thrust of his hips. I met him stroke for stroke, pushing back to take him deep. “Yes!” I cried, needing more and more, whatever he could give.

“Touch her clit, Rav. Make her come again.” Grigg was nearly breathless, but his words were clear and Rav immediately moved down the bed. He lay on his back, his face inches from mine, his long arm sliding between my body and the bed to find my clit and stroke me as Grigg fucked me from behind. Whatever he put in my bottom was pressed deeper with each stroke, his pelvis bumping the flange that kept it in place.

Rav looked dazed, shell-shocked and I knew the feeling. I had no intention of reaching for him, but I did, pulling his mouth to mine, kissing him with every ounce of desire in my body. As Grigg fucked me hard and rough from behind, my kiss was sensual and tender, an exploration and gentle claiming of my own.

I was shocked as my body spiraled higher once more. Rav’s seed was a fire in my blood. The sensation of being filled in both holes? Four hands on my body. Two mouths on my skin. Everything combined to push me over the edge again.

I’d never felt like this before. Wild and untamed, uninhibited. The orgasm was unlike any other. Nothing had ever felt like this. Through the collar I felt their own desperate need to come and it only amplified my own. It was a swirling circle, lifting the three of us higher and higher.

Grigg roared as my pussy clenched around him like a fist, his seed pumping into me like pouring gasoline on a fire, and my orgasm went on and on until, at last, I collapsed on the bed. Grigg’s cock still filled me, his hard body settled, a welcome weight over my back.

We lay like that for long minutes, all three of us struggling for calm, for breath. Rav’s hand stroked my long hair. Grigg petted my sides, his hands gently stroking me from the undersides of my breasts down to the sides of my thighs, his lips tracing the bumps of my spine up and down my neck.

I closed my eyes and let them have me. We all ignored the tears that leaked from my closed eyelids. I was empty. Used up. I’d given them everything. Everything. And now I was torn in half. They’d seen every dark depth of me, knew me in a way no one had ever glimpsed before. I was open and exposed. Vulnerable and weak to them.

And in that moment I realized just how screwed I was. It would be all too easy to fall in love with my mates, to want this fairytale life they appeared to be offering. And the longer I lay between them, feeling wanted, desired, and precious, the more I realized that betraying them would break something inside me.

And yet, I could not turn away from my duty to my people. I had to find out exactly what the Hive threat entailed and get as much information back to Earth as possible. Leaving humanity in the dark and at the mercy of the Interstellar Coalition wasn’t an option, no matter how mind-blowing the sex with my mates.

Wasn’t I just the bitch?

Chapter Eight

Grigg

I didn’t sleep. Instead I lay awake all night long watching them sleep, wrapped around each other, wrapped around me.

Amanda, my beautiful mate, slept naked with her head on my shoulder, her leg entwined with mine, her arm across my chest. Even in sleep she turned to me. The sight caused hope to flare in my chest, hope that she might be my true mate, that she might learn to love me.