"No!" I yelled. "I kissed Beth. She goes to Macy's school and was there with some other guy and... I want to catch her in time!"
"And what's your plan, once you catch her?"
"I haven't thought it out," I admitted. "But it's going to involve kissing."
"Keep your pants on son." Dad laughed. "And be careful."
"I will!" I promised and ran out the door yelling, "Dad, I met the girl I'm going to marry!"
I was driving too fast, not caring that I was breaking so many laws that my license could get revoked. I accelerated through a yellow light. And that's when I heard the screeching metal of steel on steel.
My world went completely black.
I woke up three months later from a coma. And the first word that trickled out of my mouth was, "Beth."
But she had already gone, already left for school. She hadn't cared enough to look into how I was. Hell, she probably hadn't even known who I was or that I was the same guy she'd kissed. The same guy who had almost died trying to see her again.
I felt like I couldn't breathe. All this time I thought I'd walked away from her, but I'd gone back. I'd gone back to make the big gesture because those few minutes were enough to make me believe in something I'd always told myself wasn't real.
Dad placed his hand on mine. "Love at first sight."
"Doesn't exist." I snapped, jerking my hand back.
"That experience changed you." He shook his head sadly. "You poured everything into the next two years of high school and then graduated early from college. You lived and breathed your job."
"Because my job won't ever let me down. It's consistent. The one time I took a chance in my life, and I almost died."
"You afraid of a little coma, son?"
"My brain was swollen for three months, Dad. I could have been a vegetable the rest of my life, all because I was careless."
"With a car. Not with your heart."
"Are we done?"
"Don't disappoint me." I froze.
"How the hell is me walking away from Beth disappointing you?"
"Because, I know you, son. You wear your heart on your sleeve. You want to take that leap for her, but you're too chicken shit to do it. Tell her the truth. Tell her what happened."
"And if she rejects me? Like I deserve?"
"Think of it this way." My dad took a long sip of coffee. "What if the car would have made it to prom? What if you would have walked into that gym and seen Beth, with those pretty green eyes, staring at you."
"I would have kissed her," I croaked. "And probably made an ass out of myself."
"You would have told her you were going to marry her someday."
I didn't respond. I couldn't. My chest felt so heavy with emotion that I wasn't able to take deep breaths. I wheezed, coughed, and took a few steps away from my dad before stopping and turning.
"Were you in on it?"
"On this?" Dad spread the napkin across his lap. "Why, son, it was my idea."
He said it so calm that I thought he had to be joking.
He took another sip of coffee and smiled.