I was still half-dazed. "I haven't accepted this. You."
"Trust me, pet." He curled his forefinger under my chin, then leaned down to give me a kiss that anyone could see.
Which was his admitted plan. I thought it'd be a brief goodbye kiss, a toll I would grudgingly accept to get into the house as quickly as possible.
Instead, Sevastyan seemed bent on starting that fire in me once more. He took my mouth fiercely, giving me hot, seeking flicks of his tongue. It was a down-and-dirty kiss, with one objective: slay my resistance.
Which it did.
His hands descended to my hips, squeezing me against his body as his mouth consumed mine. Our tongues sparred until I was gripping his shoulders, wanting to get even closer to his unyielding heat.
As ever, his kiss had a way of blanking my mind, of filling me with a sense that all was well--even when I knew all was futhermucked. . . .
When he finally broke away, leaving me panting and shaken, he smirked. "Lie to yourself all you like, but you've definitely accepted me." Masculine satisfaction emanated from him. His bearing wouldn't have been amiss on an Olympic podium.
Triumphant. Victorious male.
Was that why I couldn't shake the feeling that I'd been defeated?
When I opened the door with a wobbling step, he swatted my ass. I tossed a bewildered look over my shoulder, surprised as much by the unexpected love tap as by this playful side.
"Go inside and get warm, Natalie. And relax, this is a good thing."
Then he was gone, leaving my lips bruised and my mind in turmoil. Lost in my thoughts, I made my way up the stairs--
I started when Filip stepped in front of me on the landing.
There was fury in his eyes. "Have fun with the guard dog?"
CHAPTER 22
"I've been so worried about you!" Jess exclaimed when I called her that night.
"Really?" I'd kind of been worried about myself after Filip's meltdown just hours ago. "What's up?"
"Gee, I don't know, maybe the fact that some mafiya thug wants to off my best friend."
Oh, that. "Then why didn't you call me on the new number I gave you?"
"How the hell do you call Russia from Greece? It's like trying to figure out rela-fucking-tivity. And still, I gave it several shots. Of Ouzo. Seriously, you have no idea how much your situation is affecting me. I've been stress-eating my way across Greece."
I frowned. "You don't stress-eat--"
"Cock, Natalie. I was stress-eating cock. There, you made me say it, happy now?"
"Opa!"
"Twat."
"Bitch." Despite my foul mood, I had to check a grin. "I take it your trip was a success."
"Of course it was. But I don't want to talk about me, Richie Rich. I wanna know that you're safe."
Define "safe." "I've been perfectly fine."
She took me at my word. "So give me the details then! Tell me all about your gangster rumspringa."
How to begin? I sat at my vanity, staring at my reflection. I was back to my old Natalie self--no hint of Natalya--but if I were fanciful, I'd say my eyes were more . . . knowing. "It might not be just a rumspringa. Kovalev wants me to stay on." Any other woman would kill for an opportunity to live in a place like this, to get to know her father and study at a new university.
To be with a man as glorious and sexy as Sevastyan.
Radio silence from Jess. Then finally: "And you're giving the prospect actual thought?"
"I'm feeling, uh, a little pressure to stay." I told her about the last two weeks, the insane amount of gifts, my growing phobia of mass quantities of money, and the looming danger.
When I'd finished, she said, "You haven't mentioned the cage-fighter unicorn."
"I guess you could say we've gotten . . . involved." How to explain this confusing situation? Sevastyan's complicated nature? "With him, everything is extreme." Just as Paxan had said. "The man is extremely sexy, complex, infuriating. Sometimes I feel like I'm already in love with him; sometimes I feel like I should be running the other way. Bottom line, I am extremely confused." I detailed for her the highlights of our relationship and the specter of plight-hood, then gave her a blow-by-blow (har) of what had happened in the banya.
"That is so hot! You just gave me a wetty. Fap, fap, fap."
"Will you be serious? Talk of bondage and whipping doesn't even make you raise a brow?"
"Please. Nothing between consenting adults fazes me." True to form, she zeroed in on her favorite detail: "You've STILL got your skin tag? Come on, Nat, this is getting ridiculous. Are you thinking with your vaj?"
"No!"
"There's your problem right there."
"Say you accept the enforcer. Say the danger passes. Could you be happy there?"
That was the crux of it, huh? "Moving to a new country to be with a new guy while starting at a new school seems like a lot of variables all at once. A lot of choices to make," I pointed out. "And there's more. . . ." I told her all about Filip.
This afternoon, I hadn't even gotten a chance to ask the man what Paxan had wanted to talk to him about before he bit out, "Sevastyan was all over you at the front doors. The bastard as good as announced you're his."
Filip had looked harried, like this development had really affected him. But I hadn't sensed any deeper feelings from him. Yes, he'd flirted with me, but I was fairly sure he would flirt with a perfumed rock. "How is this your business?" I'd demanded, wondering if he'd been drinking.
"Because I care about you. Really care about you." He'd rubbed his hand over his wan face, drawing attention to his bloodshot eyes, to the deep-seated anger blazing from them. "Sevastyan teed you up. He played you. Now he's walking around this place with his shoulders back and a smirk on his scarred face--because he's a billion dollars richer. You're so naive. You're not even his type--did you know that?"